Getting Started...

​It's hard to get started.
All throughout school I would procrastinate projects.
People may have warned, don't really remember if they did, about how that would translate to real life.
Spoiler alert, it does not translate well.
I put off so many beginnings because I'm either uncertain where to even start or I'm afraid of it going well and garnering unwanted attention.
Does anyone else think like this?

If I do, by a miracle of a chance, get started, I ultimately don't finish out of the same fear.
Enchanted Fern has kinda been the project that continues to keep restarting and never really gaining traction to roll up the hill and see what's on the other side.
I have a vision for what I want, but I also have no idea how to do it.
So this is me just constantly trying to figure it out.
I'm an opinionated person. Always have been.
I have lots of thoughts and ideas and this will be my place to sort of lay them down and discuss them.
Point is, I'm trying. 
I need to make more of an effort.
I struggle with mental illness and a lot of times I get down for not completing ideas.
It's not because I don't want to.
I'm just scared.
So this is my attempt to face that fear.
I hope in turn I can help others face their fears.

Next post will be the beginning of spiritual talk.
My witchy path, working with spirits and deities, and so forth.
I hope you join me!